Monday, December 29, 2008

Cant you see I am happy now?

I always prayed to see love in her eyes..
and when I saw, it was for someone else..
My wish was granted.. then why I was not happy?
may be my love was selfish, may be it was not love at all
and then i saw a smile on her face,
a smile dat resembled mine, when I see her..
and all of a sudden I was no longer sad..
cant you see I am happy now???


And then you came to my life,
who was always dere wid me..
whom I never noticed, till..
I neeeded a shoulder to cry..
and you offered me yours..
I looked into your eyes..
and found the love I was always looking for,
I saw you worried..
and a smile came on my face..
d same familiar smile..
Cant you see I am happy now??


Today its been 25 years..
once again its 14th july
you are happily married..
My childeren are grown up now..
old enough to leave there old man..
in a old age home..
Once again, I am all alone..
once again.. I need a shoulder..
I wish you appear again..
and you do..
this time in my thoughts..
as beautiful as ever..
and I am smiling again..
Cant you see I am happy now??