Cant you see I am happy now?

I always prayed to see love in her eyes..
and when I saw, it was for someone else..
My wish was granted.. then why I was not happy?
may be my love was selfish, may be it was not love at all
and then i saw a smile on her face,
a smile dat resembled mine, when I see her..
and all of a sudden I was no longer sad..
cant you see I am happy now???

And then you came to my life,
who was always dere wid me..
whom I never noticed, till..
I neeeded a shoulder to cry..
and you offered me yours..
I looked into your eyes..
and found the love I was always looking for,
I saw you worried..
and a smile came on my face..
d same familiar smile..
Cant you see I am happy now??

Today its been 25 years..
once again its 14th july
you are happily married..
My childeren are grown up now..
old enough to leave there old man..
in a old age home..
Once again, I am all alone..
once again.. I need a shoulder..
I wish you appear again..
and you do..
this time in my thoughts..
as beautiful as ever..
and I am smiling again..
Cant you see I am happy now??

She Came In My Dream

I wrote this poem when I was in class VIII. My second english poem...

I never met her in reality,
but she came in my dream last night.
She looked like a fairy without wings,
or a beautiful charming snow-white.

She was white as is moonlight,
and her cheeks were red as rose.
Her face was like those of angels,
or might be even better than those.

She smiled as no-one ever smiled,
for that smile i could pay any price.
Her eyes were just like twinkling stars,
which don't need any trick to hypnotise.

She was beautiful from head to toe,
and truly was a master-piece of GOD.
I can bet for her sake even 'ROMEO',
might have killed 'JULLIET' with his sword.